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every second of the night, i live another life.

are falling like tears

As beautiful as a leopard; I'm dressed in a coat of darkness and I trample on the lilies of hell. In order to approach the place where you are.

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Sunday, November 1, 2009
moving on
@9:00 PM

pls follow me there too.

I'm missing it here, though.

raindrops are falling like tears, maiyumi.co.nr
Saturday, September 19, 2009
wake me up when September ends
@10:26 PM

A lot of things need to be done for next week but I'm not doing anything.

I know its wrong, but I just can't help it.

I wish I can save myself.

raindrops are falling like tears, maiyumi.co.nr
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Get out
@4:24 PM

I'm still in the midst of forgetting something. And it is poisoning my entire self.

I always feel like there is something wrong with me. I tried my best to acquire wisdom, to decide whether or not I shall continue on doing this, but every time I do, I always get the most painful path. I don't know what it is that I shall do anymore. It is a burden that is why I want to let go of it already, but since I get the opposite response from Him, then does it mean I shall not?

I wish I could get out from this.

raindrops are falling like tears, maiyumi.co.nr
Saturday, August 22, 2009
the hottest love has the coldest end
@9:53 AM

There is no use of keeping destructive and depressing thoughts to myself. But since, there`s a lot of it lately (or since yesterday or the other day) I might not spill them all out.

I won't rant about what happened, I just want to write what I am feeling.

I feel scared, scared that you might turn your back at me. I`m scared that I might not be able to forget you. I really really want to forget you already but it's just too hard right now. I want to know what you're thinking. I want to know if there's a chance. I want to stop thinking. I want to hide. I want to drink something that would erase my memory. I wish someone would erase my memory. I'm looking forward to an accident that would definitely erase my memories. I don't wanna remember anything about it and about you.

I might not be able to talk to you or look at you when we meet again and I'm doing it for myself, so I can forget you. It`s disturbing me. The thought of you is distracting me and driving me insane. I can't afford to lose my sanity away. That's why I'm doing the most painful end, to make me learn.

I'm lost for words.

raindrops are falling like tears, maiyumi.co.nr
Friday, August 14, 2009
@11:21 PM

Today is tragic.

I betrayed myself while my friends were asking me about a certain thing. I blurted out the most truthful lie.

Though it`s a tragedy, it`s still funny. HA. HA. Shame on me.

I subconsciously mentioned someone`s name while answering their personal and curious questions. Damn it!

This was the first morning that I woke up and reminded myself to forget him. But then again, I was subconsciously blurting out his name out of nowhere. That`s just stupid... HAHA... and funny.

raindrops are falling like tears, maiyumi.co.nr