I'm waiting for a text that is supposedly unexpected. Is it possible, being able to wait but is not expecting? Yes, it might be possible. Waiting and expecting are two different words after all. And by different, I mean they have their own distinctions. But it won't be different if you've waited and it never came. It would be the same as expecting for something that never happened.

After waiting for the last trip that never came, you're then stuck in a place you've always wanted to leave. You can not just move on easily, because you've already missed the last trip. That feeling has always been there in me whenever I try to expect or not.

This is not what I planned to write when I was on the shower. Oh no, I failed. I wish I can write entries with more sense.