Wednesday, July 22, 2009
loneliness.
@10:47 PM
I felt like I don't want to blog at all today. I have lots of ideas but I can't seem to say the right words whenever I try to rant them down here. I'm not really good at expression through words, you know.
Anyway, I took this quiz at Facebook. The "What are you secretly hiding from everyone?" quiz. And the result is... *drum rolls* LONELINESS. And it says:
Loneliness: You secretly feel lonely. Word of advise...If you really feel this way tell someone. Letting someone know how you feel helps you to get over loneliness. Knowing that someone cared enough to listen to you and the fact that someone knows how you feel normally makes you fell a little less lonely.
HA! That was expected. I accept this fact. And if I were to rate the scale of loneliness I have everyday, it would be 10/24 hours.
I'm really into telling my closest friends about my problems and all that is happening in my life but I guess, humans can't really get rid of loneliness. And since loneliness is my "major" this time, I suppose that I'm feeling lonely more than everyone else.
Going out at night, being with friends, and spending time with lots of people around has always been my routine since then. At the end of the day, when I'm alone, loneliness accentuates. It is something I've been feeling even before, and I know all of us are feeling it. It's telling me that even when I am surrounded with a lot of people, I'm still lonely.
There is too much loneliness inside me and I wish they would all just go away. Though I'm afraid it never will.
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